They tell me I am glowing.

No, I am not pregnant. Lol. Everyone at work tells me I am glowing. Must be the marriage proposal huh? I really am happy, I still feel all goofy and love sick. I know, stop before you get sick. Lol. Anyway, this time is so different then my other marriages, back then it was like hurry and get it done. I had so much going on with little kids and such I couldn't enjoy and savor anything. This time is so much more thought out, it is what we want to do, not what I have to do. To be sure, I would have married Tom anyway, but I really had to, or rather felt I had to for the kids sake. This time I just plain want to marry the guy. I know that there is no reason other then we want to be together and that is just awesome! This time I can plan what I want to do, not what has to be done. I can take my time, or not, it doesn't matter. There is no sense of urgency like before, and that is so nice.